Wednesday, December 28, 2005
; 5:33 PM
okay pple...
i think is time fer me to change into a better person...
i'm tired of being scolded,being criticised,being disturb n hurt others..
i'm tired of all dat...
everydea i kept thinking bout how i can change myself..
not to worse but a better person...
many pple have lost trust in me..
so now i hope i can slowly have their trust back...
*hopefully la*
hope dat dey can see the changes i'm trying to make in becoming a better person...
now i'm leading a simple life..
n i mean very simple life..
the days day i could sure go out is SATURDEA...
cause i got socer training..
other deas dat i want to go out..
haiz..oni gods noes hw "easy" it would be..
haiz..
wat to do...
juz follow suit la....
as long my life not miserable..
n i think is oni on the outside....
but in the side..
oni god knows how it feels like..
den when it comes to saturdea..
i will go to my soccer trainings with high hopes dat i can see dat person again....
n i wonder when will dat be..
haiz...
sometimes i'm tired of waiting...does the person noe dat i'm waiting??
all sorts of question come when i think of dat...
it juz cant get out of my head...
n still i didnt noe the reason to it..
if i could juz turn back the time..
dat will be really awesome!! :D
but once i dreamt bout it...
i wish dat dreams will come true...
oni sometimes it does happen in real life...
okay enough bout fantasy...
lets come back to real life...
-R-E-A-L-I-T-Y-
yea..
dats the word dat pple dat believe in fantasy hate the most...
but as for me...
it will be 50-50..
haiz...
okay now....
dis few deas are so BORING!!!!
juz sit at home n play playstation,computer n watch tvs,...
arent my life so boring??
sometimes..
if like dis goes on..
i'd rather going to schools den staying at home doing ntg...
as least i could learn smtg...
hehe...
aniwe...
of course i'm still trying to make my life interesting but ..
haiz..
cant really explain it...
but i can gurrente is much better as b4...
i'm over with my friendships problem..
thanx all my frens now...
i think we have given our group name which is "DA GRRLIES"!!!!
*claps**claps*
wohooo0o0!!!
n im proud to say dat im lucky to have frens like dem...
:D
so now ..
deres oni one thing on my mind..
which is to become a better person N to not hurt other pple anymore..
i promised to myself bout dis...
n i hope dat the pple dats is ard me will help me into becoming a better person... ;)
or izzit better if i myself show to dem dat i can become a better person..??
hmm...i think is better dat i myself show dem...
so i will not menyusahkan dem..
cause i noe dat i really have menyusahkan dem b4 dis..
n i dunnoe how to repay dem..
thanx so much ya grrlies...
should go to the beach one dea together....
hopefully dey will agree to it..
okay now the oni thing dat i'm not prepared isfor the year 2006...
im so not prepared for it...
being in diff class...
with diff surroundings..
haiz..
hopefully everything is goin on smoothly fer me n da grrlies fer next year..
now i oni havent bought school shoes..okay la.
i think i will end here fer now ya..
bubbye!!
take care ya!!
